The fourth day...

Day 4 has come and gone and I haven't checked my texts. *sigh* I want to so bad.. But I guess if I can make it to Wednesday... I can make it to Friday... And I think I am going to give up then. But still just stick to my no texting someone else (just to text), only if they texted me first. I'm doing great without facebook. My brain is slowly starting to stop thinking in facebook posts which is positive. And since I logged out I'm not getting notifications, so I don't have the temptation really. With twitter the thing is... I'm going to read everything that's been posted because..well... Not a lot happens in a week on my twitter anyway... I don't think im missing anything.
I think being in the loop kind of gives me a confidence. At first I thought it was the opposite. I thought that taking it away would give me confidence that I don't need to care about everyone else.. And I am hoping that it still does. Maybe it's just the fact that I really want to text and can't so im just focusing on how frustrating it is or....? I don't know.. Maybe it's just because i have a headache today and feel a little blue so I am taking it out on my challenge. Today in seminary my teacher asked me to text my mom and ask her to excuse an absence. Of corse I had to tell her about my challenge... And I think she might like me now....? Or at least I hope so.