it stinks...

it stinks that i feel so close to you. cause I know you definitely don't feel the same
it stinks that school started and I have to wake up and go
it stinks that my schedule is so easy so I don't want to go but I have to cause...
it stinks that we have an even stricter attendance policy
it stinks that I can't cash my check till next thursday :(
it stinks that I am awkward around people I don't want to be and
it stinks that I can't out awkward the people I do want to
blah blah blah. i just feel like pounding on the key board. 
is that a bad thing? i think i just really don't want to go back to school. today i wasn't even in half my classes because i had to change my schedule. But tomorrow is so easy. 
I don't have a second, then I TA for Bingham.. then i have government then d co. yessss.
my today was (or is now) english then art foundations then comes seminary and astronomy follows that. 
school school school school.... BLAH! kldsajkldsfkjdsfajkl;sdfjkl;sdf
okay i did my pounding. but i just needed to have a 'it stinks' post. cause well... it stinks that school is back.


it was so weird today. i was changing my schedule and halfway through lunch i finished and went out to find Gioia. it took me a minute or two (after i walked to where she usually sits) to realize... she wasn't there. and she never will be. all year. and neither will nick, or any of my other "seniors"(supers, 2011 grads, older buddies etc.) what a day crusher.
I guess that i just need to do some adjusting. and hey, a little change is always good. i guess...
I am starting to part my hair down the center and i think i like it.
My grandma just 2 seconds ago came up to me and was like, "wow you look so pretty, your eyes match the color of that sweater"(just a blue one) the as she's walking away she says "ah, *sigh* its just not fair for those other girls"
haha there is nothing better then having my grandma come and give me a confidence boost right when i need it.

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