F O C U S

I have found myself so distracted the past little bit

by things that I want, or think I should have or do. 

I wake up every day with the same perspective. 

It isn't necessarily a bad perspective...

But I think the Lord expects more of me right now, 

and I am coming up short. 

I, because "I don't like it..."

 have been distracted from school.

have been focused on what I lack. 

I guess as soon as thanksgiving passed I started thinking about the future, 

and classes for next semester,

and moving out,

and paying for life,

and I have run myself miserable.

I am so blessed.

But I need to change my focus.

My desires will come or not.

God is aware of me.

But the things I can control and change are the things I need to work for.

I need to focus on school and getting good grades.

I need to be more dedicated to having an organized space to live in.

I need to set aside media even better than I have been doing.

{.although that has improved.}

Life is more than what I want from it. 

In being grateful, I saw the things I got, rather than what I gave.

Although gratitude is extremely important, it is completely selfish if not coupled with giving.

How wonderful is God in his plans to put Thanksgiving and Christmas together.

May we be grateful, and give.

And may we be dedicated to what the Lord has indicated.

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#g&g

.that is my new attempt for the time being.