what to say...
i feel as though i should right something. but i can't quite figure out what to put. maybe i should talk about the dance company sleepover that we had last night. it was quite an event... except only 3 people actually slept over.... but we had a good number of attendee's. and twitter was quite a part of our night. (hah)
I want to choreograph. It's eating away at me that i can't. I guess technically i could go choreograph something... but i don't think that it would really get anywhere, and i don't like that. I have so much music and my creativity is abundant right now (and thats not often) and i just need to choreograph and also i need to dance. but i am loving that i have all of this creativity because life is so much more fun when you are being creative. wouldn't you agree?
I have been thinking a lot lately. Not about anything too specific but kind of about how... I'm not ready. I'm not ready to be older, or to be d. co. pres., or to have summer coming to an end, or to even go to girls camp because i haven't been preparing at all. I am so excited for all of this to happen in a way but at the same time i feel so much anxiety about it. Especially being d. co. pres.
Now don't get my wrong. I am so excited to be d co pres and i think i'll do a great job, but i just keep thinking, oh no, oh no! I'm going to forget something that i was supposed to do, or i'll forget a tradition, or ill be overbearing and everyone will be annoyed, or everyones going to hate my sweats decision, or i don't know, i just... am thinking too much. hah. :) that tends to happen to me! especially when i have too much time (*cough cough* getting my wisdom teeth out) But hey, alls well that ends well. and this will end well. i just know it :)
p.s. alex agle you are too adorable. i think you might be my only follower but that is okay :) i had such a fun time with you tonight! you are so fun! and i think we are way too much alike in such a good way! i loved that we kept saying the exact same things at the same time, it was kind of freaky :) and well... i adore you.
Well. i am happy. Life is good and interesting. I think life is good because it is interesting. and if life didn't have its.. well.. funny, awkward situations that i have had for the past, hmmm.. month... ? it would be a very boring summer. So, ba ba ba ba ba! I'm lovin' it!
I have been thinking a lot lately. Not about anything too specific but kind of about how... I'm not ready. I'm not ready to be older, or to be d. co. pres., or to have summer coming to an end, or to even go to girls camp because i haven't been preparing at all. I am so excited for all of this to happen in a way but at the same time i feel so much anxiety about it. Especially being d. co. pres.
Now don't get my wrong. I am so excited to be d co pres and i think i'll do a great job, but i just keep thinking, oh no, oh no! I'm going to forget something that i was supposed to do, or i'll forget a tradition, or ill be overbearing and everyone will be annoyed, or everyones going to hate my sweats decision, or i don't know, i just... am thinking too much. hah. :) that tends to happen to me! especially when i have too much time (*cough cough* getting my wisdom teeth out) But hey, alls well that ends well. and this will end well. i just know it :)
p.s. alex agle you are too adorable. i think you might be my only follower but that is okay :) i had such a fun time with you tonight! you are so fun! and i think we are way too much alike in such a good way! i loved that we kept saying the exact same things at the same time, it was kind of freaky :) and well... i adore you.
Well. i am happy. Life is good and interesting. I think life is good because it is interesting. and if life didn't have its.. well.. funny, awkward situations that i have had for the past, hmmm.. month... ? it would be a very boring summer. So, ba ba ba ba ba! I'm lovin' it!
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